i'm tired from a whole day of doing stuff. 4 hrs sleep and then interview with yang meh meh at 9am. after that rush to queensway for printing flyers. and right after that rush to meet nus peeps for jap trip discussion.


then chiong down to ws house for baking=)


in between all these, i took the time to go buy the tickets for avatar. must be 3D since it's bloody avatar. scared no seats.


but why should i bother? lol. weird perspective. sometimes we only see our own priorities, and do not see how sometimes people go out of their way.


that's why cs was pissed off with me yesterday. because i only saw my side of the issue. how i feel that being with another friend at that time was more important. i feel that it's justified. maybe it is. but it's still not considering other ppl's feeling enough.


switching back to today. maybe i feel that it's not justified for others to question especially when i took the effort to do that extra bit. to offer more than i should and often, i feel i treasure some relationships with some people more. way more than they do at least. and that is the truth.


but my experience yesterday has taught me to not be angry. or even disappointed too much by such incidences. maybe valid reasons justify people's actions and thoughts. and priorities especially make people act differently. values too.


because we're always prone to ignore others' goodwill and magnify their faults. doing the reverse for ourselves. that's true for me. and you.


and at this moment i choose to remind myself of that=) oh wells.