ragged from 12 to 6 today. i don't like mixing with strangers jus for the sake of socialising. i believe in knowing people because it was a natural process rather than an intentional effort. in other words, being part of something common, and with interaction THROUGH time, we become friends and thus close. so it's weird when people try to intentionally socialise with me, or get me to do so with their group. with rag, it was abit like that today. i'm comfortable just sitting there doing my stuff for the rag project. i believe with time, i'll know more people. and not go around saying, hi where are you from? yadayadayada. yea. appreciate the effort from these people but i don't like it.


maybe it's old fashioned. maybe it's anti social. but in my context i have enough close friends through my own way of living my life. my own style. happy with the way it is. yea. not bothered though. and along came kenneth and hz. my ac classmates. now...that made rag better. even if just for awhile. i realised rag makes me wait and wait...for something to happen even though i'm doing something already. lol. having said that, i'm still gonna go down v regularly=)


watched frida. ooh. love movies that deal on extra maritial or affairs, relationships. etc. although this one was a tad arty farty. too. nothing will come close to 'closer'. the image of natalie with full blooded red hair walking down, giving a wry smile to her muse with the background music of blower's daughter playing. best ever.


so how close are you?