i think all my friends who have stuck around long enough all think i'm damn lucky all the time. too lucky sometimes. i feel so too. like, somehow, things just turn out right.


from a mediocre student to one of the top few out of nowhere in sec thus landing a place in the best class. one of the worst student in that class and somehow did quite well in o levels. slack too much in jc but did the best in my class. in cca, was the worst cadet in sec 1&2. within half a year became one of the most prominent members with the highest posting. just plain ridiculous. friends, somehow every stage of my life have a lot of close friends. although i'm such an idiot who abuses people all the time. this i feel is the greatest gift of course. to have all these people. and a very traditionally feel good family to be in as well. everything just goes alright. don't think i deserve it. such great fortune. none of my own doing i feel.


this leads me to my uni choice. which i have to say has been bugging me for a long long time. i'm not sure about choosing smu or nus. even now as i type this. i'm just going to choose based on my instincts. since my instincts has been doing quite well.


so many birthdays coming up these month. my goodness. probably have to celebrate at least five of them. wow. crazy man.


i feel so empty although so lucky. that's the problem with luck? you don't appreciate things enough.

so it is, like you said it would be.
life goes easy on me.
most, of the time.