was suppose to meet xx and cherylpoof today for dinner. but cheryl gt exam and lesson end too early le. haha. so was suppose to meet cs and tw but tw and i could not meet so early so ended up me and tw and wc met at crystal jade hv instead. q long never see wc liao. wc, can't imagine used to be at loggerheads with this dude. now we're good friends. wow.


very comfortable. ok, i'm the kind who talk to much. but still,with diff people the way you carry yourself and converse is very different. veryvery fortunate to have many groups of friends whom i can really be myself and be totally relaxed. very thankful. increasingly so. and tw, wc are of course part of a group of friends who make me feel so...me. haha. and we were talking about something that happened earlier in the day to them. i was appearing very cavalier and nonchalant towards the whole issue. almost to a point of seeming detached. it was not that. just that for e.g. ntnp is no longer a crucial part of me. it was. but now, all that matters are the people whom i knew through it. whatever little concern now i have of the organisation is because of the memories. so it doesn't bother me at all. it's like that with everything i guess. we must move on. only taking what's important with us. thus i can totally not care about np stuff already, but this sat i must and will turn up for the cc comp. why. because tw asked me to. simple as that. so that's the point. no longer so childish and persistent. hoping for perfect scenarios and keeping every piece of the past in pristine condition. only the most important bits please.


the meal wasn't great. even the xiao long bao was bad. ohmegoodness. but i couldn't enjoy myself more. and seeing ms liang's tag and my own line in the last post, it seems, it's possible. can-be happy.