Course in signals institute about to come to an end. Kind of reluctant to leave this place. Ok, not just because it's freaking slack. But also cause i made some friends along the way there whom i feel quite comfortable with. Hmm. All in all, guess in new unit, will have to restart the get to know process again which is very irrtating and disturbing when done at such a high frequency.


The last two weeks have been quite empty ones. And as cs the one who claims to be able to sense ppl's feelins said: there seems to be something wrong with me. haha. it's just like that wandering feeling. Not much objective. i guess that comes in spurts in ns and it's quite bothersome as well. the most disturbing thing glaring at you is that you actually lose constant contact with things and with that you feel distant. And that is very dangerous. yes. But of course, everything will be ok in this fantasy land of mine.


Wonder when will reality hit in. Have so much things to catch up with. So many people to meet up with: poof and xx. dana. annabel. the ac dudes. Bmt mates. Even the peeps whom i seem to spend forever with like zt ken yy tw mar zy n all...seem to be once in while indulgences now. Cs n the rest too. I hate to complain about ns but sometimes you just wish you could have kept things the way they were along with serving the army. I guess, that's why command school was a super nono. i think i should start a new blog that is more objective and less vague to let out the pent up feelings i have about such issues that are so frustrating. none more so that the impact and whines about ns.


Maybe i should be satisfied.
With everything.
people like ken r slogging it out in ndu right at this moment.
So worrying sometimes.