I woke with sweat all over me. Exhausted. Horrified. The images seemed so real. The people so familiar. All the scenes going on and on. In a split dream, i became the image of you, i sought to change. The real carnage, and pain; the fright was that the pleasure, in that dream, was real. Too.
I don't know. It's not as if there was no one around. So many faces crowd the scene. Why must i persist? Why am i flirting so closely with something i knew to be so dangerous, so long ago? I know, one day, i will pay the ultimate price. Like in the movies, drama wins the day. And the darkness surfaces from beneath. I will become the image of me i so feared, the image of you i tried changing becomes my pet.
I don't understand you.
But think.
Maybe...it really was the other way round.
Maybe i knew too much. But i still went on with it.
Maybe, i will really pay for it.
Balboa said you don't have to give to receive.
But what's happening now?
Who the hell i think i am? Throwing myself away? For whom? What right do i have indeed? The more torn you become, the happier it is. That is the essense of life.We love hating who we owe. And that is truth in itself.
Why can't we just be ignorant?
And happy?
Where we ignore our maturity and thought.
Moving on
navigate using the bars above
Look no further
by Dido
I might have been a singer
Who sailed around the world
A gambler who wins milions
And spent it all on girls
I might have been a poet
Who walked upon the moon
A scientist who would tell the world
I discovered something new
I might have loved a king
Been the one to end a war
A criminal who drinks champagne
And never could be caught
But among your books
Among your clothes
Among the noise and fuss
I've let it go
I can't stop
And catch my breath
And look no further
For happiness
And I will not
Turn again
Cause my heart
Has found it's home
Everyone i'll never meet
And the friends
I wont now make
The adventures that they could have been
And the risks i'll never take
But among your books
Among your clothes
Among your noise
And fuss i've let it go
I can't stop
And catch my breath
And look no further
For happiness
And I will not
Turn again
Cause my heart
Has found it's home
Y O U T U B E L O V E
Jason Mraz - lucky(Live in holland)
lucky
by Jason Mraz
Do you hear me?
Talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh
P R O F I L E
Brendon au wei dong=)
schools: sajs,ntss,acjc,smu
loves: zara, cK, champagne, massimo dutti, cartier, sony, dim sum, living in hotels, the sea, doraemon, man u, emo songs and movies, snow, and some people
I want
a mini cooper!
a mini cooper!
what colour suits me best?
T O D O L I S T
get rich and happy
T A G B O A R D
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3/08/2007 11:27:00 PM - Thursday, March 08, 2007