Sick. Down with inflamed throat i guess. The funny thing is, i never skipped school with illness as an excuse before. I guess, it is down to the traditional family value of school supposedly being a luxury good? So was struggling much of today to enjoy things, even bball! Went home with 2 hours more to go, to watch vcd and rest it off. Wheeeeeee.


Mothers day coming up. Yipee.
Friday holiday too, next tuesday as well. Wow, rocks lar. Haha....and gp teacher was actually telling me i would get cca points for helping her organise the current affairs week. But if i did it for the points, really, the project under my charge would have been a flop. I guess. it is not the rewards man. Argh.


Saturday proves to be nice. What with syllabus ending and hols approaching, things seems to be picking up, becoming rosier. Really optimistic outlook now i guess.


What is left, would be the emotional baggages to carry along. Every major exam, thus far, has been marked by emotional trials. PSLE, knowing that i would leave a school i so love was horridly, childishly sad. Prelims, was drowned in an atmosphere of being lost, and finding definitions of what meant alot, and some decisions just were haunting. O levels, was torrid, for the emptiness after a storm. This time round, i don't expect too much of a soap opera to brew within me. Maybe, it is because of the buffers with ppl and things that really matter....ever so strong but abit more distant. And the feeling that at last, at the very end, eternity stands before you, and you can give all you have at last.


So it is, like you said, it would be...life goes easy on me.
With you, anything would be.