"Heaven can wait
And a band of angels wrapped up in my heart
Will take me through the lonely night
Through the cold of the day


And I knowI know
Heaven can wait
And all the gods come down here just to sing for me
And the melodys gonna make me fly

Without pain
Without fear

Give me all of your dreams
And let me go along on your way
Give me all of your prayers to sing
And I'll turn the night into the skylight of day"


Realised i have been rather overdue in blogging these days. Rather alot happened. Tennis finals was fantastic, cheering was devastatingly mad, cs birthday was quietly nice. Holidays are here. Of course, this holidays, things need to be done, but fun got to run...too. Yep. Shall catch up with buddies and family. And errr....work, hopefully.

Of course, movies is such a big part of souless singaporeans' lives, movies to catch go on and on. Over the hedge, da vinci, lakehouse, x men, gd night and gdluck,riding alone for thousand of miles... but i wonder how many of them pays off the anticipation for them? Like how hotel rwanda repaid my urge to watch it today, dvd of course. The film was so raw, so brutal, in a non gruesome way, it rips you apart eh? The images of senseless massacre and stunning courage of people, numbing sorrow, helpless cries. Just stops your world for a moment and make you think, i don;t want success, no money, just to care for those around me, and never allow such nonsense to brake my life vehicle. Never. Cliche but yes.

The question still unanswered since a week ago. What to ultimately make the stand in this life? The supernova of all purposes, outdoing everything else in priority. So many contradictions in the search for it. Childish pleasures. Raging passions. Frivolous thoughts. Instant gratifications. Non consequential humour. Course changing conversations with friends. Reflections that cover the issues themselves.

I think you stole my point of view.
And savaged my soul.

Your positivity seem to be smirking at my stupid faith/s.
Your pure innocent wonder shames my deep down thoughts.
Your nonchalance ridicules my uptightness.
Your blatant pleasures rips off my masks.

And that, i reflect upon.
Everyday.
I try to convince myself of them.
I detest them.
But deep inside, i know i hope...
your image of me, is who i want to be.
If it is even what i think you see.



"I got a taste of paradise
Im never gonna let it slip away
I got a taste of paradise
Its all I really need to make me stay --Just like a child again

Heaven can wait
And all I got is time until the end of time
I wont look back
I wont look back
Let the altars shine
And I know that Ive been released
But I dont know to where
And nobodys gonna tell me now
And I dont really care

No no no
I got a taste of paradise
Thats all I really need to make me stay
I got a taste of paradise
If I had it any sooner you know
You know I never would have run away from my home
Heaven can wait
And all I got is time until the end of time
I wont look back
I wont look back
Let the altars shine
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
I wont look back
I wont look back
Let the altars
Let the altars shine"