Yes. Finally i felt what it should feel like when u walk out of the exam hall. No, not to feel that you have done well, but to know how u have done. Yes, to have a clear idea of where you stand. That is a feeling i wish to experience everytime i walk out of the exam hall. Bearing of myself.


Now back to incidents of life. Was talking to zt when he mentioned this idiot at work. Details shall be spared. The point is it made me think about our perception of people around us. How someone irritate us and we form our judgement of them. Some very personal examples of perceptions i can give:


People in Ac think i am very hardworking.
People in newtown think i am damn slack.

Judegement formed: weidong should do well.
Judgement formed: weidong is a lucky smarty pants who does well. Just luck.


See the contrast? Haha.
Exactly what i am talking about. A more starkly contrasting example would be to look at the idiot zt met at work. Zt thinks he is an idiot. I think he is a idiot( cause zt told me how idiotic he is). But but but, our perception shouldnt matter to him. Why? Cause there would be people around him who think that he rock. And that he is really nice. THAT is the contrast. So who is right and who is wrong? *drumrolls**drumrolls**drumrolls*



Nobody. Form your own judgement of people. People whom are judged favourable to you, keep them by your side, Those who r idiots, throw them aside. Similarly people who matter around you, their percpetions of you should matter. Those who don;t matter, who cares?


So unfortunately both me and zt thinks that tht guy is a idiot( me being an ignorant consumer), he is probably not. Well, chances are that high, cause all it takes is one person to think you are not too bad after all, your existence was really worth it.


Haku: The worse feeling is to feel that you are not needed.

Of course we are all needed. Just takes time and vision for us to feel it.
Believe and hope. Hope and believe.
Wheeeeeeee.