Flashes of nostalgia.
Painted on a canvas of fresh beginnings.
Brilliant.
Just like a cuppa of good strong coffee.
Everlasting with just a tinge of its goodness.
When the curtains fall.



Reading and feeling what a friend has been going through. Well, me and my super high sensitivity love readin into what ppl feel and say as u know. Yup. And it it is kind of funny to see ppl walking down a road u seemed to have walked down not too long ago. And this road called self doubt and putting up false fronts to protect yourself by building walls, is one that really leads nowhere. Nowhere. Absolutely. The only way to get out of this predicament would of course be to walk back from where you came from. Of course, know in the first place where you came from.


There are many triggers to one walking down this path. Family, friends(absolutely those who matter only), and of course, as we all know so well, love relationships. And the most potent of them all would of course be a mixture of them all. Where, one faction of your life is a pillar supporting you through the storm, and even it is taken away, then everything falls.


What many don't see, i now do, is that perfection of soul is impossible, unlike task undertaking whichi believe perfection IS possible. No one would be able to emotional controlling factors around him to a perfect pitch. To constantly dwell in this horrid feeling, is because of unwillingness to let go. We must realise, actually one of those important factors in our life being optimum in our life, should be enough to pull us through this crazy world. Just one of it. And, it would be downright irresponsible, and stupid, to let go of yourself, and slip into oblivion just because some things bother you.


The worst feeling is being negelected? I found out long ago that the worst feeling is to want to pull those neglected out of the whirpool, and be pushed away, rejected of your goodwill. So, be fair to yourself and those around you. Don't allow any excuse to deny yourself the life you deserve. Just as long as there is still reason, to go on.

And i bet, there always is.