another trip in orchard road has me me dizzy with purchasing needs again. went crazy trying to get some1 to get this brown leather bag from espirit for me since 40% staff discount only available at raffles city. in the end, got 2 kind souls who could have gotten it, but i had a sudden change of mind. strap too big and ugly. noes. tempted to buy the ck bag i saw. i'm such a whore for shopping and food. work work work and zoom, all gone in a flash.


and sometimes, gaining insight into some things can make me pms. as so many people know. like, i'm super jealous and touchy when it comes to friends and loves. haha. yesh. but as bel said: i never get angry. truly hate. no ways. it's just pissed and get over with it. jealousy is totally, dangerously my kind of thing when it comes to close peeps=S like, i hate it when some people knows this but i don't. or someone tells someone this but never to me. then i'll go tizzy in my mind and think alot of things. weird shit. but they are temporary. i'm really nice normally. really. haha.


so whatever it is. i'm just going to try my best=) and i know one day it's going to make a difference. somehow. might not be the way i want it. but positivity is totally the way. forgive my random negative moments. they are negligible really.


gimme my dream wardrobe. gimme my dream house. gimme my vintage porsche. gimme japan holiday. gimme europe tour. in other words alot alot of money. gimme!


gimme a sign. no need to , in britney's words, gimme more. i won't go down as long as doraemon's by my side! yahoo!